Falling out the Clouds

I was gonna blog like crazy last night. I was gonna talk about all these stuff that's been on my mind ( funny or not ], but ... the world doesn't like me.

I'm just ... hurt. Yeah, that's all I can say.

This whole week, I've been running my mouth && talking about this boy, Antonio, for the longest. Every conversation had his name in it. Come to find out on Friday, I was lied to. I hate being lied to. No matter what the cause. If it's a good reason why a person lied to me, I can take it. But just to lie out of your entertainment is really incongruous. One day, he said he had me when i was 18, bcuz u know i'll be grown && won't have to worry about a lot of things && a lot of drama, but yesterday he was like "the 18 thing will soon pass over".

What ?! I -- I can't even talk about it anymore...

I just feel like I've been kicked around.

I just feel like shit.