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Hello Little People

Oh Em Gee. Its Me!

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My name is Marissa & im the #1 Jerk (: but really tho. im only 14 but im sorta mature for my age. im a Scorpio & i love the way I am. no one can change that. Im sorry. :]

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Hotel Motel Holiday Inn! Say if your girl start acting up, then u bring her friend! lol

iight don't ast about that Title lol. it's a long story

" A bag of weed! A bag of weed! You know everything's better with a bag of weed!"

( sorry..watching Family Guy ] ;; what was i gonna make this blog about?

Aw yeah! I uh..was on my friend's Mercedes blog && she renewed her playlist && she got almost every single song that I use to be like "HEYYYY NOWWW!!" "back in the day!"

She got Cudi ♥ ; Ginuwine ; Tony Toni Tone ( c'mon now!! ] ; Adele ; Maroon 5. she just did all types of music && i love it! that song Better that we break reminded me of this picture I customized && i said i was going to put it in this blog so uh..yeah!

Here goes lol

p.s. I was mad depressed when I made this pic. && that song make me cry too. *sniffles* i was -sings- So emotional!

p.p.s One of my nicknames is Sonic. so yup! 



Saturday, September 19, 2009

you're so


How can a person go up to you && tell you how YOU'RE feeling?

I get that non-stop. They say "You're not in love. It's puppy love. It's teenage love"

Isn't that still love?? Have you noticed that the word love appeared three times ?

You're not me. You don't understand how I feel. I can tell you every simple thing about me && you will never fully undertstand me. Quit trying. How would you like it if i came up to you when you were head over hills about someone && i said "You're not in love; Get over it!"

Hurts right? Back the fuq off! 

got the virus.

So yesterday, I was feeling kinda sick.

Not really ( in the beginning ], only my throat && head hurt.

I took a few pills in 3rd period so it'll pass over, but I ended up being 

knocked out.

So when it comes to 4th period, I wasnt in the mood to even change into my gym uniform. 

We did our exercises && what-not, but then my stomach started hurtin like

mad crazy. So i lay down on the bleachers && outta nowhere I start

making these nasty noises like I'm havin an uncomfortable orgasm

or sumthing. When my G, Mona Lisa asked was I okay, 

I tried 2 answer her, but my throat hurt so badly, I bust out crying.

It felt like the Devil himself was tryna escape from my body. No jokes.

Me bestie Mercedes! :D brought me downstairs 2 the nurse 

&& i had a temp of 100.6 && had to go home.

The freakin nurse thought i was pregnant or sumthing.

Im like Why do everyone think i'm pregnant?!?

Its so aggravating. Sorry to crush ur hopes people, but I'm not. ;;

I got home like around 1:45 && i slept from that time until 10

&& The Green Mile was on. my body felt like it's been taking a few hits from a metal bat.

My nose felt broken, my arms were falling asleep && cramped up.

My stomach was doin flips && twists, my head felt like its been hit against the wall a few times. 

It was terrible. I was just feeling terrible. Moving was a challenge to God. Opening my mouth to cough

was a threat against my life. I felt like shit yesterday.

I took 1 NyQuil. I was suppose 2 take two, but the pills were huge

&& i got scared I was pushing it by taking 2.

The back of the box said excitability may occur && they was not lying.

the TV was speeding up && the room was spinning.

I thought I was dying last night.

U think i'm playing.

I ended up sleepin on the couch.

I woke up feeling a lil better,but my throat still hurt && I got mad hot/cold flashes. 

Pray for me y'all!

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

ugh!

I'm sorry but I can't stand country accents after a while..

I mean the ones that are way too strong.

The country bumpkin, redneck, down-in-the-dirty-south, straight-from-Texas's-ground, sprouting-like-a-cactus-in-San-Antonio-with-a-cowboy-on-my-arm accents!

his name is Mraz, watch me crush


Okay so i guess  you can say i discovered him last year ( thanks Riley ]

before he was a good person with good songs.

Now that i'm seriously listening to more songs && falling in love with more of his songs 

( Song for a friend ;; Butterfly ;; Life is Wonderful ;; A Beautiful Mess ] 

&& im actually seeing how awesome he is, i'm seriously crushing on this man.

i know he's in his 30s but wow! he is awesome. i love how creative he can be with his music.

he's so different. && he's  a vegan :]

but he got that inner freaky-ness of him ! ( Butterfly ]

he's so down-to-earth && he does good for the world.

he's so weird too ( he owns an avacado farm but knows nothing of avacados ]

there's more, but that's all i can dwell on. :]

..that's all. <3

p.s. he takes awesome pictures. it was 1 picture he took in a reflective window && the background was distorted && it looked so raw. i can't find it anymore though :(

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Friends?


I mean I'm not about to pour my sob stories out to you,

But Me && my boyfriend just like officially broke up.

It's not like we wanted to...just....stuff happened. Family problems

I guess you can say. I've never wanted to hit the reset button so many times like I do right now.

Just want to change that one day that caused all this.

Uhm...well. We're friends, but I mean it's going to be hard. 

Cuz duh! I still have feelings for him. So giving him a hug in the hallways is going to take all the energy for me to get on with my day.

Can I talk to him about anything? Can i let my guard down around him?

I've never been so confused in my life..

...that's all.

Thursday, August 13, 2009

i'm down for ya baby hehe

That song by Keyshia Cole "Trust" is so...deep. I love every freakin word out that damn song! (sorry for the language) I can relate way too much. 

Have y'all ever listened to a song && u was like "aw yeah this song is nice. i can listen to this a few times every now and again"? 

But then when that bad boy starts to relate to you, u singin ever word/repeats/scratchin the CD/killing your iPod? 

Haha that's me! :] [just pressed repeat; u dont care..i know]

Haha that's all.

Well then! since we're talking about music. Eminem went hard on Mariah Carey! haha. that song Obsessed aint nothing to that diss Slim made about her. Haha. alrightys. that's all :]